black; all noise

4.11.06

just when my morale's up by a lil, shit happens.
i just cant take it anymore.

ugly ppl.

i loathe the why-are-you-so-stupid look on my supervisor's face - totally disgusted with it. he seems so irritated when i/we asked him any questions, i got so pissed off(BIG TIME), and it just feels so great to snap back at him; slammed my files, walked away when he's talking to me. attitude problem, i know - i'm good at it.
team leaders think that they're OH-SO-GREAT! tell me whats exactly that great abt them? its been month plus working there, and we didnt even exchange glances, smiles, hi & byes! so much for we're one big family - go to hell please. anyw i dont even care!

and lastly, those fucking customers! yes i'm refering to those who arent infinite cardholders(income >350K), please shut up, come on you ppl have no status/no money/no big deal at all! i'm not paid to be verbally abused. ugly singaporeans.

just when youre so down, everything's so screwed and still, nobody's there for you. i tried to be there for you ppl when you ppl are in your lowest peaks, why isnt anyone there for me?
i had to wallow in self pity all alone in the 22nd storey's ladies - last cubicle, tearing(so brave to hold back my tears in the office).

shall be taking MC sometime soon and this time, i needa think of better excuses.

i hate to feel this way, but denise, you're one big pathetic soul :(

denise screamed @ 4.11.06

welcome (: