DENISE ♥
25th december 1987
temasek polytechnic
business
chan_denise87@hotmail.com
glasshouse fish&co
14.8.06
terribly sick.
so sick of everything.
so unproductive once again. i tried to study for my test tmr, but i cant. i'm too sick to study. dont expect me to think when i cant even breathe properly. i can picture mr leong's cocky face with that bo chap attitude - youre stupid. oh no, i'm seriously not stupid. ive brains. HAHAHA. i'm dreading sch tmr. i can picture everybody ard me doing the fucking ppr so confidently and me, sitting there - stoning with the BIG QUESTION MARK face. sucha bugger subject. i dont like it as much now, cus i did quite badly for one of my test - a 27.5/40 with 7.5 penalty marks bcus of 1 careless mistake. its called bcus-you-did-badly-once-you-will-fail-this-subj phobia. i need my confidence level back.
ohh that was all crap! HAHAHAHA okay, back to my books. i cant afford to lose. i'm so far behind. i'm not in the DHL bubble, and i'll nv be. although i kept reminding myself that results arent impt but still who wants to be BOTTOM in class? so far ive got Bpluses for my coursework & projs. saddening. if ppl can do it, so can i :) its pretty obvious that i'm still in denial. AHHHHHHHH GO DENISE GO.
cough cough cough
denise screamed @ 14.8.06