DENISE ♥
25th december 1987
temasek polytechnic
business
chan_denise87@hotmail.com
glasshouse fish&co
2.8.06
its unfair. its always unfair FULLSTOP. go figure.
i'm not being truthful to myself, i cant. my posts are shit. i dont open up easily, i'll bury everything deep down in my heart. nobody understands me. nobody will. nobody cares. whos reading anyw. notice that i haven been whining all these while? i am trying so hard to be happy. no more depressing entries, no more suicidal thoughts and no i dont abuse myself anymore.
i repeat - whos reading anyw. i dont know who i m gonna turn to when i need someone anymore. mum: always working working & working. siew: forever watching tv or sleeping early. rina: asking me to call other ppl or ask me to die. jing: i'm so scared i'll irritate the hell outta her. the rest: too busy for me? yeaaa i'm just one insignificant shit. i'm used to crying alone anyw. nope, i'm not a pathetic loner. i'm independent. tell me who? who can stand my whinings? i cant stand myself either. HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA. i'm perfectly sane. HAHA.
so you ppl think that its cool not to reply smses right? i shall ve my sweet revenge someday. okay this is random. but still, please reply me cus i always do. be it an OK or THANKS. forgoodness sake dont tell me you ppl cant even afford 5cents please. its damn rude for not replying okay? OKAY! :)
denise screamed @ 2.8.06