DENISE ♥
25th december 1987
temasek polytechnic
business
chan_denise87@hotmail.com
glasshouse fish&co
15.8.06
and so, i didnt go to sch today. i'm running away from my test, giving myself plenty of excuses for not gg to sch. i'm always lying to myself to feel better.
the devil: youre sick what!,
furthermore, its raining so heavily,
and you didnt study so its pointless to go
me: but i wanna get the test questions & ans
the devil: you can photocopy tmr
me: i wanna learn even if i dont know how to do
the devil: its useless man, you dont even understand.
and so, i gave in.
i'm afraid of failure you see. i'm afraid of rejection. afraid of this & that, practically everything. okay, go ahead and laugh, you assholes.
i'm feeling worse as each day goes by. (today's day 11 mind you) coughing my lungs out, choking myself to tears, and now my nose's running at 813261391litres per hour. hopefully, my mum will not work OT and bring me to the doc's at night. if not, i shall just continue waiting till i cough to death.
denise screamed @ 15.8.06