black; all noise

16.7.06

my comp is so fuck up and its gg to die.
please dont die on me esp these few weeks.
project month forgoodness sake.
i am so fucking broke and ive decided to work in aug aft having 2whole months of hols(from work).
reasons being:
1. i am broke
2. they miss me hell lot
3. i miss them too
4. i miss cursing & swearing at those customers
5. i miss ricky's scoldings & sweeping
yes i am still a lowly paid 4.50 per hour fisherian.
i'm so looking fwd to staff party at DXO on the 24th! woohoo.
its a bloody monday bcus its cheap! stingy ass. i gonna make my boss drunk and whack him upside down or mayb i can rob him.
anyw i heard glasshouse is haunted w a fam of ghosts so may god bless me as the 7th month is coming bahh. i knew it man i can sensed it i had goosebumps. esp when i swept or change in upstairs private room. and that dark back staircase. freaky isnt it? pay me 2bucks and i'll bring you on a glasshouse ghost hunt. nvm, i shall bring my cross and hang 100garlics round my neck.

life's great! i love projects and tests NOT.
my projmates are efficient shit and we could finish the entire proj within 3-4 days man. applause please.
i'm so fucking broke.
i am a poor sad & fat girl.
for these whole 2months, mummy has been paying for my concession and some of my shopping stuff.
me: mum i saw a _____ and i like it. i know you love me. do u wanna buy for me?
mum: i am broke.
i feel bad for conning my sis to share w me some of those stuff i want by making her to pay part of it.
me: eh i saw _____ so prettay, and it suits you. i am so broke lets share!
sis: ok.
OR
me: next time u use my things you gonna pay me 2bucks.
sis: really ah.
me: if not i sell it to you okay? since youre my sis, i shall give you 70% off.
silly sis.
i'll ve my retribution. boo.
i love them still.
yes i shall work to lighten my mum's burden, to stop conning my sis, to be a better person, to stop behaving like i am the richest girl on earth and to make my bankbook looks nicer with those credits and debits.
but i know my spending will exceed my pay for sure.
at least, its better than spending and earning nth.
as a banking & finance student, i encourage all of you to save b4 you spend and to plan for your future!(just like what i am doing)
so mayb few mths down the road, i'll be a rich girl NANANANA again!

cant wait to party my ass off.
i wanna be drunk(not dead-drunk) and forget my misery.
so many things i wanna say but no i wont.
hahaha haha hahaha haha (*singing beep by pussycatdolls)
i'm not a player, stop playing w me you sucker.
till then, i miss my lovely fridays i miss fishy peeps i miss her him us them & you.

denise screamed @ 16.7.06

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