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4.6.06

its sunday morn 1am and i have not started revising for my monday test.
its ok. i believe i am smart enough to pass(yea right) but i wanna get As As As and As or Bs no more Cs this sem please.
and now my classmates are flooding my phone begging for lecture notes/tutorial quest/tutorial ans.
fancy asking me to lend you guys now?!
what abt me?! i need them too.
i am sorry. i am a selfish stupid bitch.

i went for my 9am lecture on friday morn aft 4weeks(yea ive been skipping lectures)cus my tutor claims he'll give us tips.
he played us out though.
i'm not gg to attend ur lectures again!
met lin and peng to ve lunch w 20plus HTM peeps at TAS ritz.
the foood is horrrrible.
ok i am sorry.
so the whole day is abt waiting.
i dont mind waiting but i hate the feeling of being alone.
and i hate it when noone answers my calls or reply my msges.
my friday was spent: TP - TAS - back to TP.
waited for aug clif rina dor and off we headed to town.
met kahwei in town.
town was packed w millions of ppl.
i can hardly breathe.
sales arent attractive at all.
and i bought nth.
saw Ben at NUM. he's still so cute right, rina?!
andddd i wanna get my NUM's hamburger tee - $49.90!
i miss that topshop guy i need the discounts man.

pictures

ccn day.

Obar/dbl O.

gayna's bday celeb at kster.

i so wanna go to the L party next thurs at zouk cannnn but i ve 2tests on fri.
ROAR! rina rem to take pics of my eyecandy!
partyyy aft 12th alright!
i'm free every night. HAHAHA.

study hard ppl. goodluck to everybodyyyyy!
oh ya i am getting fatter and fatter(*stares at my pics).
my face is getting rounder and bigger.
my arms and thighs are getting bigger too.
i am 3months pregnant.
i ve more pimples and my face is rotting.
and my hair is like shit.
stop me from eating pleaseeeee.
i am v self conscious and i swear i will do sth to my body aft midsem tests fullstop
i gonna get started w my revision now andddddd i am feeling so sleepy and hungry.
kill me.

denise screamed @ 4.6.06

welcome (: