DENISE ♥
25th december 1987
temasek polytechnic
business
chan_denise87@hotmail.com
glasshouse fish&co
30.5.06
missing: siew amy kahwei.
i love fridays bcus of themm :)
i feeeeel so small.
i feel so inferior.
i am nothing.
no brains no height no looks no boobs only fats.
fuck.
and its scary to know that youre competing w the other banking & finance class ppl w GPA 3.5 3.7+ 3.9 for SIP placement in banks.
40placements - few hundred students.
goodbye banks.
mayb i can be a cashier in some minimarts or what shit(roll eyes).
i can picture myself to be a useless ass auntie eating chocs few years down the road.
i rem weeping and telling my mum that i'll be sucessful and i will nv make her lose face infront of my relatives.
anddd now. i doubt i will make it big mann.
so sorry mum.
ive let you down.
kill me.
why am i such a failure?