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9.9.05

i know ive neglected some of you ppl becus of work.
but do ive a choice?
if i'm filthy rich i wont be working right.
movies kbox food everything needs money.
and i feel bad asking my mom for money.
i am not as fortunate as some of you rich ppl you know.
and i dont ve the choice to choose when to work.
i am not the boss.
ive to work on every fri and sat.
thats a must.
i dont like to work on weekends actually.
ive missed out so many parties gatherings outings bday celebrations.
so much fun.
so while you ppl are having fun i am working.
do you ppl think i am feeling good?
huh.
and do you ppl think i'll be enjoying my hols?
hell no!
i will be working.
no money = no movies no kbox no food no fun.
and my pathetic pay is only 4.50/hr.
hardwork low pay.
so many times ive fell/broke down infront of customers.
but nvm, i still love fishnco.

i am sorry.
mayb its my fault.
i dont know how to manage my time well.
and i do hope you ppl will understand.

denise screamed @ 9.9.05

welcome (: