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13.4.05

work ended.
sales was real bad today.
11 deals?!
like wth.
i had 8 deals b4 my lunch break. n no deals for 3-4hrs aft tt.
i'm down on my luck.
sorry meg, we ve disappointed u. i felt so guilty, i jus feel like crying. we'll hit above 20 next time. sighs.
STRESS.
its all abt competing w other team larr.
n i met tis sickening uncle who freak me out.
he shouted at me.
i nearly burst out crying.
how i wish to say, "idiot lar. dun apply dun apply larr."
nah, i nodded n walk away to hide my tears.

e 3 of us were reprimanded by benson(other team's head) becus of low sales.
wth?!
we had 18deals each okies.
though its little compared to his team members who had 20plus.
but we're new wadd, u sicko.
e ppl there r nice though.
except for tt naggy backstabber.
stop complaining us to our head, meg.
u r jus jealous cus we ve more sales den you do, jus shut up.

well, i'm sicked of cheating/conning/persuading/forcing ppl. oh wadever.
its e same.
u ve to do wadever you can to make e deal, to earn e money, to stay in this line.
i'm physically drained.
i'm sick. i've lost my voice. my face is rotting. my legs r breaking. alright, enuff said.
perhaps i shud jus turn in early.
2wks of sleepless nights.
i gotta get my sleeping pills v soon.

goodluck to zx, rina, uni, peng. siew. meg will call you guys v soon.
beware of tt auntie - ginny n benson. lets hit the quota tgt. CHIONG AR.

denise screamed @ 13.4.05

welcome (: